Football is upon us
With training camp in full swing, we’re all pretty stoked about getting football back in high gear for yet another year. Normally, at this time of the year, I am extremely stoked about getting to watch the Cowboys play on Sundays (and eventually Wednesdays is Goodell keeps it up). I’ve gone into almost every season I’ve been a fan with this anticipation. It’s like wiping the slate clean every year; putting the past behind you, and having hope yet again. It’s easy to forget the heartache of 44-6. It’s easy to forget the disappointment of 13 straight years without a playoff win. It’s easy to forget that nothing substantial has changed from the year before. Because, it’s football time yet again, and everyone starts at 0-0.
This year, I don’t have this anticipation. I forgot to erase my mental blackboard this time. I remember 44-6, and it still hurts. I remember the disappointment, and it still bites. I remember it has been 13 years without a playoff win, and that fact still sucks ass. Most of all, I remember the one thing that HAS to change for this team to ever have a decent shot at any long term winning didn’t change. It sucks for me. It would be so much easier to be able to get caught up in the hopes for a new year, new chance at winning once again. It feels like something is amiss. Something should be there, and it’s not.
Jerry Jones has taken the hope for winning completely away from me. I just wish I could wipe the memory of disappointment and anger from my mind. But, I just can’t seem to shake it this year. I will sit in front of the TV and yell and scream for my ‘Boys every single game, just like I have every year. But, that deep down hope for success has dulled, and may never come back so long as our Front Office stays status quo.
My hope now is for change. It may be an unrealistic hope, but friends, it’s the only hope we have.


